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major_west ([personal profile] major_west) wrote2008-07-15 12:42 am

016 // HOW EMO CAN ONE MAN GET? (answer: very)

[Late at night, most people are in bed, but not the Major. He's been running on insomnia since Venice! If anybody were to check up on what the good Major's been writing, all they'd find is a bunch of scribbles. Of course, there are some words underneath them, for those who are in the mood to squint really hard and decipher them]

I don't want to dream anymore. I just see their faces. nononono not the boys the others. The sick diseased infected people I've killed I can't even tell if they're really human or not anymore. How can I remember their faces? they shouldn't have faces

animals. that's what they were. ANIMALS wearing the faces of our family our neighbours our friends enemies children lovers survivors didn't need to be infected to become animals too. should have shot him myself. why didn't I? Shoot the women too.

People kill people. ALWAYS The infection didn't change it, just made it go faster.

wish they'd never come. We could have survived, all of us. Even...

I did it I killed him-- no no i just ordered it done-- and he wasn't even infected.

oh god

We were mates once, before it all went to shit but in the end I hated you so much. you were going to ruin everything. You and them.

we needed morale.

can't sleep don't want to close my eyes and see them

in the end you were right. they were watching the simpsons out there.



I hate you.


Edit:

Right. So, poker game. Let's start one. Better than a band, anyway.

[OOC: Basically, to bide the time while his coherency's going all mushy from lack of sleep, the Major's just going to keep writing a bunch of crap similar to the above, then cross it out and start a new line. The man seriously needs a hobby.]

[identity profile] i-hate-posses.livejournal.com 2008-07-15 04:29 pm (UTC)(link)
I reckon you could find somethin' else to do.

[identity profile] major-west.livejournal.com 2008-07-15 04:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I could.

But I'm all out of drink.

[identity profile] i-hate-posses.livejournal.com 2008-07-15 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Is there anything else on the ship? I ain't gonna stand for no whiskey.

[identity profile] major-west.livejournal.com 2008-07-15 04:46 pm (UTC)(link)
dunno. Wish real hard and maybe the admiral will give more?

[identity profile] i-hate-posses.livejournal.com 2008-07-15 04:51 pm (UTC)(link)
He's the head warden, ain't he?

I hate wardens.

[identity profile] major-west.livejournal.com 2008-07-15 04:52 pm (UTC)(link)
yeah.

Me too for the most part.

[identity profile] i-hate-posses.livejournal.com 2008-07-15 04:58 pm (UTC)(link)
...you itchin' to do somethin' fun?

[identity profile] major-west.livejournal.com 2008-07-15 04:59 pm (UTC)(link)
what do you have in mind?

[identity profile] i-hate-posses.livejournal.com 2008-07-15 05:03 pm (UTC)(link)
It seems to me that we don't get the proper respect. I think we should send a message.

[identity profile] major-west.livejournal.com 2008-07-15 05:05 pm (UTC)(link)
yeah okay

beats sitting here trying to write cohearint stuff.

[identity profile] i-hate-posses.livejournal.com 2008-07-15 05:08 pm (UTC)(link)
You got anything that'll burn nice, mister?

[identity profile] major-west.livejournal.com 2008-07-15 05:10 pm (UTC)(link)
no I drink drank everything that burns

Kitchen?

[identity profile] i-hate-posses.livejournal.com 2008-07-15 05:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Ok, mister. I'll look there.

Do you know which rooms belong to the wardens?

[identity profile] major-west.livejournal.com 2008-07-15 05:16 pm (UTC)(link)
no. besides. half the inmates are shits too. Shouldnt discreminate.

[identity profile] i-hate-posses.livejournal.com 2008-07-15 05:17 pm (UTC)(link)
I ain't gonna disagree with that. Got someone in mind?

[identity profile] major-west.livejournal.com 2008-07-15 05:18 pm (UTC)(link)
hm.

[identity profile] major-west.livejournal.com 2008-07-15 05:18 pm (UTC)(link)
...!

[identity profile] i-hate-posses.livejournal.com 2008-07-15 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't rightly know him, but I ain't gonna say no.

[identity profile] major-west.livejournal.com 2008-07-15 05:24 pm (UTC)(link)
probably wouldnt like him if you did. Like the Master only he doesnt yap as much.

[identity profile] i-hate-posses.livejournal.com 2008-07-15 05:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Too many people run their mouths off here. Have you noticed?

[identity profile] major-west.livejournal.com 2008-07-15 05:29 pm (UTC)(link)
yeah. this one fancies himself a greaaat space king.

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