I'm sorry that you had to go through all of that. You were acting in a crisis, you did what you had to, and you were doing it for the safety of others. You can't be blamed for trying to survive a nightmare like that, and it doesn't have to define who you are, either. Not unless you let it. I refuse to believe that you're some sort of horrible person because of what happened.

It's not like I haven't said this before, but I'm always here if you need me.